Day 1-Lonnnng day

So today I woke up thinking it would be a normal day. It was not however. It was filled with surprises around every corner and it just when I thought it couldn't get worse.....it got better. I decided today that even though it sucks for me, I can only feel how I am feeling and hope others are on my same level. I realized I have been so stressed out because I have been worrying about other people. So I understand that it is crazy to think someone feels exactly the same way about me as I do them. So, I've come to terms that I am just going to live my life and be happy and be welcoming of each situation. Because even though I wish I did, I do not control the world. So I may not be the prettiest, or funnest, or smartest. But I'm Jenna. I know now that some people might not want me the way I am but anyone who purposefully misses out on me is missing out on an adventure. I am saying this now but who knows how I'll be feeling later hahaaa. Well anyways so I had a great rest of the day after I decided to just let things go and to stop taking myself so seriously. I am happy at the moment and tired. I can't wait to get in my pj's and watch gossip girl :) Let's face it. I'm a goofball insecure girl and I wouldn't have it any other way. Its time I let go of my hurts and fears and just.... "be me" (as cliche as that sounds haha.) I need to start taking care of my own needs. Goodnight and until tomorrow blog world.

Meet Jenna

My name is Jenna. I guess I'm a regular girl with a lot to say. Anyways....here are my ideas on things. My ideas on music, I think music is the greatest invention. I wonder who the first person to sing was and what the heck they were thinking. Whoever it was, I would like to shake their hand and bake them a lovely eclair as a thank you. My ideas on love, love is a wonderful gift. It can bring us the utter-most happiness, or the polar opposite of sadness. Some people abuse the gift of love and that is not nice. In my opinion, love means to sacrifice unconditionally for a person or thing that you can't live with out. Some people say falling in love takes a while. And I had never fallen in love until I met a certain someone. And when I did, I fell fast. My feelings have always been stronger than the average being I think. Because when I fell in love I knew right away and people thought I was crazy. But if I could I'd look them in the eyes and say, "listen pal, you're the crazy one." Whoever says they aren't in love with someone they are seeing is either in serious denial or has some issues with letting people in. Cuz love isn't as complicated as we make it out to be. Loving someone simply means you admire aspects of their life and love your life with them in it. It means smiling at what they say or looks they give. Finding happiness in theirs, and wanting to occupy your time with them. So some people have fallen in love many times. Or some, like me, have only fallen in love once. But being in love with someone and loving someone are different things. Like I love my friends. I love my family. I love my dog. And that doesn't mean I have an intimate relationship with them. It only means I care strongly about them. So I honestly do not understand why people are so scared to love and why love is a huge serious thing. I feel sorry for those people. Love is my favorite part of life. I am in love and it is the reason why I see colors in the world and why I laugh when I trip over things, why I cry in sad romance movies, why I am able to forgive and accept everyone and why I play music and sing in the shower, why I love to dance. Love tickles my fancy. I'm love's number one fan. I love love. Ok moving on: my ideas on school. Although I hate the thought of school and dread leaving my warm bed every single day, I am grateful for it :/ I can't help it. Education is a gift. I am so lucky to learn new things and gain an opinion on the world I live in. Let's face it, we'd be nowhere without our education. My ideas on food: eat it. its good for you. and tasty too. My ideas on serving others: this one goes back to the idea of love. When you serve someone else, you are growing your love for them. For me, I love to make people happy. It makes me feel happy that I am changing someone's life and it makes me want to change my own. Serving others helps me to realize what is most important in my life.
So now that you know a little bit more about me, I guess if you want you can follow my blog to hear about my everyday experiences in this whurl wind we call life.
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