Honest to Blog

Here are some facts about me that I am laying on the table. If you read something and you don't like it, you can shove it. But you won't like it, you'll love it. Sorry, I had to throw some weezer lyrics in there. Anywayssssss, here we go:
1. I dislike wearing pants.
2. I let my room become a disgusting mess so that I can have the satisfaction of cleaning it again.
3. If someone has hurt me, it takes a long time for me to let them back in.
4. I sing loudest and best when I'm driving in the car. Alone.
6. I skipped number 5 because that is my unlucky number.
7. Yes I am superstitious and I believe in lucky and unlucky numbers.
8. As a child, I used to believe there was a man that lived in my head. And when I would eat food, the food would travel up to his apartment, which was in my head, and knock on the door and if he wanted, he would eat it and then the man in his head would repeat the process. but if he didn't want the food that knocked on his door, I would get a tummy ache. I do not know where I got this idea but I think I was on to something...
9. I believed in unicorns until seventh grade.
10. Yes I still have hope that they are actually real.
11. I enjoy cheesy movies. The cheesier the better.
12. This is probably because I hate surprises and in cheesy movies, every plot twist is ridiculously obvious.
13. I eat a lot of captain crunch.
14. I am jealous of people who enjoy going for runs.
15. It is ok that I used the number 15 because 5-1= 4 which is my lucky number.
16. I realize that this blog honesty thing makes me look like a maniac....but I must go on.
17. I don't think that the world is going to end in 2012.
18. Jesus is my best friend.
19. Someone once told me to follow my dreams and if I accomplish them, to make new dreams.
20. I hate the movie Valentines Day with like every actor and actress in it.
21. I hate it because I hate when people cheat on other people, I hate when a guy and a girl are best friends and they end up dating, I hate annoying high school couples that don't even know each others last names, I hate Valentines Day, and I hate stories with 800 main characters (except Gossip Girl but that's different).
22. Facts 20 and 21 might be a surprise to my friends and family because I love romance movies.
23. It's not a romance movie though, it's heartbreaking.
24. I am going to stop wasting facts on that horrible movie now.
25. Moving on, I enjoy songs written by girls about revenge on boys.
26. This is not because I hate boys
28. It is because I have had some bad experiences with some and I love when other girls take their break up and turn it into a soap opera.
29. I can't watch soap operas because I get addicted to them.
30. I love criminal minds the tv show. I am addicted to it.
31. I am a recovering nutella-a-holic. I have not consumed nutella for nearly two months now.
33. I refuse to admit to my addiction to the Disney channel because I can stop anytime I want......
34. I dance around in my underwear more than the usual human being (refer to number 1)
35. One of my biggest fears is having someone leave my life.
37. I am also terrified of snakes.
39. I used to be afraid of spiders, but not anymore.
40. I am allergic to peanuts.
41. not really. I just hate peanuts and everything peanutty. Especially peanut butter. Woof.
42. I treat my pets as though they are my children.
43. I also treat my clothes that way.
44. I love shopping. (see number 43)
45. I take naps frequently
47. I love reading books.
48. I can't remember how to kartwheel.
49. I am jealous of whoever invented the gum flavored "cinnnamint" because I am pretty sure I came up with that idea in the third grade. Seriously.
50. I dream about shopping and being pregnanat and having quadruplets. Alot. I would love to know what that means.
51. I wake up after dreaming about writing a song and then I write it down and go back to sleep.

"It rains too much here! Why did we steal this land from the Native Americans?"-My grandfather

Today was another rainy day in Oregon. I woke up and my body said, "Jenna, what are you thinking getting out of this warm bed? I refuse to move for you." And so long story short, I was late for class. This is a typical start to a typical day of my life. I am grateful though :) I am grateful for everything that I have. I have been blessed with an amazing family. Friends that make me laugh til I pee my pants. Food to eat. A body to use. Air to breath. Clothes to wear. Pets that are excited to see me when I get home. Etc. :) And I have learned to deal with my imperfections (although there are more of them than I would like...)Tonight Glee is on and I am very excited!! I love to sing and it makes me happy to see other people sing songs that I enjoy as well. Even though I have a lot of school work and tons of chores and other random things to do and my job doesn't pay nearly enough for car insurance, gas, spending money, etc, I try to stay positive. Ok I am going to stop talking about the negative things because I just realized that they are bringing me down hahaha and I don't want to be a debby downer!!! I am going to go eat dinner now, I'll talk to you on the flip flop later blog world.
-Jenna Boo

List of 5 things that make me happy:

1. French photography
2. Pastries
3. Muisc
4. Art
5. Love stories

Day 1-Lonnnng day

So today I woke up thinking it would be a normal day. It was not however. It was filled with surprises around every corner and it just when I thought it couldn't get worse.....it got better. I decided today that even though it sucks for me, I can only feel how I am feeling and hope others are on my same level. I realized I have been so stressed out because I have been worrying about other people. So I understand that it is crazy to think someone feels exactly the same way about me as I do them. So, I've come to terms that I am just going to live my life and be happy and be welcoming of each situation. Because even though I wish I did, I do not control the world. So I may not be the prettiest, or funnest, or smartest. But I'm Jenna. I know now that some people might not want me the way I am but anyone who purposefully misses out on me is missing out on an adventure. I am saying this now but who knows how I'll be feeling later hahaaa. Well anyways so I had a great rest of the day after I decided to just let things go and to stop taking myself so seriously. I am happy at the moment and tired. I can't wait to get in my pj's and watch gossip girl :) Let's face it. I'm a goofball insecure girl and I wouldn't have it any other way. Its time I let go of my hurts and fears and just.... "be me" (as cliche as that sounds haha.) I need to start taking care of my own needs. Goodnight and until tomorrow blog world.

Meet Jenna

My name is Jenna. I guess I'm a regular girl with a lot to say. Anyways....here are my ideas on things. My ideas on music, I think music is the greatest invention. I wonder who the first person to sing was and what the heck they were thinking. Whoever it was, I would like to shake their hand and bake them a lovely eclair as a thank you. My ideas on love, love is a wonderful gift. It can bring us the utter-most happiness, or the polar opposite of sadness. Some people abuse the gift of love and that is not nice. In my opinion, love means to sacrifice unconditionally for a person or thing that you can't live with out. Some people say falling in love takes a while. And I had never fallen in love until I met a certain someone. And when I did, I fell fast. My feelings have always been stronger than the average being I think. Because when I fell in love I knew right away and people thought I was crazy. But if I could I'd look them in the eyes and say, "listen pal, you're the crazy one." Whoever says they aren't in love with someone they are seeing is either in serious denial or has some issues with letting people in. Cuz love isn't as complicated as we make it out to be. Loving someone simply means you admire aspects of their life and love your life with them in it. It means smiling at what they say or looks they give. Finding happiness in theirs, and wanting to occupy your time with them. So some people have fallen in love many times. Or some, like me, have only fallen in love once. But being in love with someone and loving someone are different things. Like I love my friends. I love my family. I love my dog. And that doesn't mean I have an intimate relationship with them. It only means I care strongly about them. So I honestly do not understand why people are so scared to love and why love is a huge serious thing. I feel sorry for those people. Love is my favorite part of life. I am in love and it is the reason why I see colors in the world and why I laugh when I trip over things, why I cry in sad romance movies, why I am able to forgive and accept everyone and why I play music and sing in the shower, why I love to dance. Love tickles my fancy. I'm love's number one fan. I love love. Ok moving on: my ideas on school. Although I hate the thought of school and dread leaving my warm bed every single day, I am grateful for it :/ I can't help it. Education is a gift. I am so lucky to learn new things and gain an opinion on the world I live in. Let's face it, we'd be nowhere without our education. My ideas on food: eat it. its good for you. and tasty too. My ideas on serving others: this one goes back to the idea of love. When you serve someone else, you are growing your love for them. For me, I love to make people happy. It makes me feel happy that I am changing someone's life and it makes me want to change my own. Serving others helps me to realize what is most important in my life.
So now that you know a little bit more about me, I guess if you want you can follow my blog to hear about my everyday experiences in this whurl wind we call life.
tchau